you would find me in the darkest of alleys
where no light was shone
scavenging through the trash for something to fill my soul
dressed in dirty rags of shame
my head hung low
I was shackled to my baggage
I refused to wash that awful stench of sin that was my own
hopelessness from the night before stained to my shirt
dizzy from my bottle of doubt
I was worn down to the bone
my face sunken in
my legs could barely stand
no one dared to venture down that dark alley
no one would ever find me there
I would stay hidden in my darkness
right where I wanted to be
then a figure walked down my alley right towards me
lighting it up with every step closer He took
He kept coming, He kept walking towards me
not phased about my wretched smell of sin
I didn’t want Him to come near me
His light would expose me
I needed to stay clothed in those rags of shame
that’s where I found my comfort
out of the dark I could not go
I threw everything I could at Him
bottles filled to the brim of who I was and what I had done
He stopped at nothing
He kept walking towards me
He got so close
I could see my reflection in His eyes
His loved covered me with just how He looked at me
His tears spilled over and He called me His daughter
I asked “who are you? why are you here?”
I have come to redeem you. I have called you by name, you are mine
drawn to Him by His tenderness, I slowly came out of the dark and closer to Him
His voice so calm, His embrace so gentle
it’s way too good to be true
I withdrew myself, I was not enough to be in the presence of this perfect Man
He came down and sat beside me in my dirty corner
He held my hand and told me His story
how He created us perfectly in His image
how He spoke everything into existence
because that’s how mighty He is
He told me how good His creation was
that we lived in perfect communion with Him
then we rebelled
we did the one thing He asked us not to
then there we were
separated from Him while naked and ashamed
hiding from the very One who created us
He told me how much this broke His heart
out of His compassion He had to do something
after saying this He paused
He looked at me deeply and intently
He makes me feel so known
“no one will ever love you more than I do
you deserve death, but I didn’t want that for my beloved daughter
so I did it for you
I died for you
so that you can live with me, forever
I came to this earth and I suffered deeply
they nailed me to a tree and I was separated from My Father
now don’t feel ashamed because of this
but rather rejoice because three days later I rose from the dead
in that moment I defeated death, on your behalf”
He pleaded “please come with me, let me release you from these shackles,
let me love you endlessly,
let me redeem you,
let me wash you from this stench of sin.”
He stood up and asked me to follow Him
He promised me He would never leave
He promised me fullness of life
He promised me that I would live in His presence for eternity
I couldn’t resist, He offered me Himself
His love had captivated me
He told me this dark alley was no longer my home
I got up and He carried me into His light
He took off my rags of shame and dressed me in a simple white dress
He took my ashes and traded them for beauty
out of the alley He took me
He brought me into Himself
He filled me with faith, hope and love
I couldn’t help but sing out in gratitude
He brought me back to Him
He released me from death’s grip
He redeemed the one least worthy
Now finally, I am free
Alys, a beautiful reminder of His Love for ALL of us. May You know, every second, you are loved. Prayers, hugs, and much love. Grandma
Hello hot beautiful angel.How astonishing you are.You still teaching little kids in my home country? My family is in Nigeria.You should give your 4k to the hospital and the disabled.Thats the real difference.Your future holds bigger promises.
Love,Ken.
Cater to your ministry and also provide for the sickly.You have a special light in you that nothing can put out.